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Feb. 11th, 2009 @ 06:22 pm
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witnessed the miracle of birth, and from the seat i had, its not all that its cracked up to be.
sister had the baby, she is beautiful, meredith calls her, her little carmel macchiato.Current Mood:  happy Current Music: wild world, cat stevens |
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Jan. 22nd, 2009 @ 04:05 pm
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it's been awhile since the last time i updated. ive been reading back on all the past entries and ive changed so much, i feel like ive traveled more or like i have a better sense of who i am. i live in port shit hole yet i feel like the world is boundless to me. the past 4 years of my life have been total ups and downs. i started out in a house in port charlotte, went to the trailer, went to the condo, went to my sisters, back to the trailer, and this weekend to a house 2 miles away from the house i was born in.
in the past four years i have figured out what love is, what hate is, what a true last your whole life sittting at the kitchen table eating biscuts and gravy drinking sweet tea kind of friendship is, and just about everything in between.
learning to drive a stick on monday, hope i dont wreck the gti.Current Mood:  calm Current Music: my mom talking to another agent on the phone |
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Apr. 9th, 2008 @ 07:25 pm
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far gone.
please dont let this make anymore distance between us, please belive that i want this kid to be perfect, please belive that you have taught me so much, please belive i really think your one of the smartest people i know, please belive i value your opinion, please belive i still love YOU more than anything, just belive.
try not to get so fed up with me, the distance hurts, way more than you know, i cant hide that things have changed, but i want more than anything for us to never grow apart.
i belive in you, please belive in me.Current Mood: missing you. Current Music: love song |
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I cant stand my family.
i realize how highschool and teenage i sound but there seriously ridiculous.
my dad found out some stuff about justin and i, not even bad stuff just personal and he calls my pastor. my sister thinks that im the crazy one. my mother thinks that no one in the world works harder than her and its just not the case.
im moving back to port charlotte i hate even thinking about that im going to try to put everything out of my mind but with so much going on its going to be hard.Current Mood: doubtful Current Music: daydream, lupe fiasco |
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or is it all about your comfort level.
i hate not being in control.Current Mood:  waoh Current Music: taylor swift, picture to burn |
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thanksgiving break was lame till last night.
i don't want it to move to fast, but i have a feeling it's going to.
don't leave me too.
Nov. 25th, 2007 @ 07:38 pm
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im excited for tommorow.
Oct. 19th, 2007 @ 12:02 am
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oh yeah
Oct. 14th, 2007 @ 10:19 pm
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if i knew my last name would be Murphy forever i would get a tatoo like yours.
well then just marry me.
ok, lets stop driving and go to the tatoo palor.
we just passed it and its closed.
alright then lets just go to vegas and get married.
last night was really fun:)
Oct. 14th, 2007 @ 01:17 pm
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for some burned down bridge just yet.
and im not saying that i want from you.
the only want now if i see you soon,
is if we drove by side by side on a high way in the beehive state,
we could honk and wave!
Oct. 5th, 2007 @ 04:51 pm
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 you guys are my best friends!!!!!! forever
Sep. 24th, 2007 @ 08:30 pm
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i skipped school today kim actually gave me the idea.
i want to get a hair cut today.
go get some dye.
han gout with my bestfriends this weekend.
and clean my fridge.
"well i just didnt feel a connection with you"
Sep. 19th, 2007 @ 12:28 pm
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eveyone is so shocked to see me upset but guess what i did like him, and for him to do that was shitty, really shitty. and then he didnt even apologize."i need to figure out how im feeling" well guess what so do i.
Sep. 16th, 2007 @ 09:29 pm
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its really not that bad.im at the jameson inn its really cute and has internet. were closing on the house tommorow. my mom was crying the entire day it was sad. i found her old modeling pictures and i must say she was a fox! then i found a characture of my great grandma and she was so pretty! she is the only woman in my family to have blonde hair and blue eyes, except me:)i miss everyone already i want rel kim and aaron to come over sunday and well all have a blast. then next weekend beach day anyone wanna come?
call me im free all day tommorow just chillen in south carolina:)
Sep. 13th, 2007 @ 07:51 pm
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i dont feel good. i dont want to go to south carolina. someone saave me. i want kim and her house and movie nigtht and ice skating not a 14 hr car ride.
Sep. 12th, 2007 @ 03:32 pm
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sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sep. 12th, 2007 @ 03:23 pm
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friday was amazing. and then saturday was starting of that way to untill hutch fest i cant belive what happened it was in the top ten worst days of my life. if you dont belive in god you will after you hear how my life pretty much went fom awsome to sucky as hell all in about a half hour. first i got a call from rels mom that my parents were at her house so she rushed to come get us but as we were leaving the house the cops came then my parents showed up. long story short im not allowed at rels and i missed her 16th birthday. i cried for hours on end:(
Sep. 10th, 2007 @ 05:51 pm
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i know i am. i can't belive hes living with 6 girls one of them i actually modeled with this is so crazy im just as smart as they are way more determined why are they living my dream and why are they living with him that should be ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i want the chance of a lifetime. i really think i deserve it too.
Aug. 28th, 2007 @ 04:36 pm
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always the best, the most fun, the most comfortable, and the easiest.so happy i like everything about it but chemistry is going to be ruff and ap is probably going to take up my entire life. say bye bye to being social.
Aug. 22nd, 2007 @ 03:37 pm
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that is the cutest movie:)
when time stops and you know that thats the only person you will be with forever:)now thats what i call LOVE:)
Aug. 11th, 2007 @ 10:24 pm
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